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07:28pm 27/09/2005
 
mood: sad
music: Grand Theft Autumn- Fall Out Boy
Brandon Evans. Personally, I think he's adorable. And I guess I can say that I really like him.. But he has a girlfriend. Her name's Brittany (not sure about her last name). I don't think she deserves him. She seems like such a bitch. He can't sit with me at lunch because she thinks that he's cheating on her or something. Brandon and I are pretty good friends.. I only wish that we could be closer.

Ashley		  
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08:38am 27/09/2005
 
mood: annoyed
music: Paper Heart- All American Rejects
It's 8:38 in the morning and I'm leaving for school at nine. In the meantime, i've been bored. Hmm..

It seems like my parents LOVE picking on me. Everyday.
This morning, it was about my makeup..
All I wear is eyeliner. Not even that much!
But my parents hate it.
My dad doesn't want me wearing anything at all.
And my mom wipes it almost all off and says that less is more.
My dad said that I look like a sad clown.
They're both idiots.

I wish that I could just run away.
Just to get away from my life.
But then if I come back, my dad would probably throw me across the house, hitting every wall in my path.

They want to change me.
They don't care about my feelings.
It's like, I wasn't brought up the way they wanted.

Ashley		  
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First Entry   
01:30pm 25/09/2005
 
mood: frustrated
music: Ghost of You-- MCR
Yep, This is my firssst entry.
My life has been very hectic lately.

I've had a boyfriend during this year,but it wasn't a very good relationship. He broke up with me after a few days. He said that it wouldn't work out because he's in High school (9th grade) and i'm in Middle school (8th grade). So.. excluding him, I have NEVER had a boyfriend before.
Yeah well.. Now i'm sorta getting to the point where if someone asks me out, i'll just say no. I'm thinking now that love is just another way to get hurt. And I don't want that again.

Well, besides the whole boyfriend thing, I've hated school so far. Don't get me wrong, I have manyyyy friends. But.. I started out the year with a "D" in my Language Arts class. My dad keeps annoying me about how this is my last year of Middle school and my grades are really starting to matter. He said that if I don't have my grades up to atleast a "B", then I can forget about going to High school.

I've sorta been in a depressed stage because of all the pressure that has been put on me. I really don't think I can take it anymore. Between school, my social life, and well.. everything else, I'm not sure how I can get through my life any further.

Ashley		  
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